what does it all mean?

I remember that scene in "High Fidelity" (a movie I really liked) where Catherine Zeta-Jones says "I KNEW it, you ARE having one of those 'what-does-it-all-mean' moments". Yeah I'm kinda having one of those moments now. Getting an email from S, feeling that connection, still open, I wonder what it all means.

It means nothing. It means whatever I want it to. It means whatever I need it to.

It means nothing :)