Trying and Failing to Motivate

I've been sick for about two weeks. By now, I'm just marginally sick, phlegmy. Singing has been out of the question. Hopefully after a quiet night tonight, I'll wake up fresh and able to lay down a vocal track.

I hate not being able to come out and say what is bugging me. That sucks. But this blog is public...

I guess I'm just feeling blah right now. Trying to motivate to move on with my life. Mostly I feel like I AM moving forward, but there are times when I feel stuck. I was going to watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, but I'm afraid its just going to make me feel blue. Sigh.

Met this guy last night at my best friend's wedding. Totally my type, physically. Smart guy, musician, recording engineer/composer. There was some connection there, but he is definitely not in the same space as I am, life-wise. He seems a bit of a Peter Pan. Sigh. What is it with the men I have been meeting?

And why am I so impatient all of a sudden?