mmm the feeling...

lay in bed this morning with a smile on my face, soft and warm.
on my way out, sat in my car with this song playing, you standing on the front lawn, smiling...

Feelin' Love
by Paula Cole

Love, love

You make me feel like a sticky pistil...
leaning into a stamen
You make me feel like a mister sunshine...
Himself
You make me feel like splendor in the grass...
While we're rollin'
Damn skippy baby
You make me feel like the Amazon's runnin' between...
my thighs

CHORUS:

You make me feel love, love, love, love, love
love, love, love, love, love
You make me feel love, love, love, love, love
love, love, love, love

You make me feel like a candy apple
All red and horney
You make me feel like I wanna be a dumb blonde
In a centerfold, the girl next door
And I would open the door and...
I'd be all wet
With my tits soaking through this tiny little t-shirt...
That I'm wearing
And you would open the door and tie...
Me up to the bed

Chorus

Lover, I don't know who I am OOohhh
Am I Barry White? Am I hot inside? Ohhh...
Lover, I'm laced with your unconscious
Oh baby babe babe baby
I will be your Desdemona ahhhhh...

Take your time

You make me feel Ahaa
You make me feel WooWoo baby
You make me feel Ahaa mmm
You make me feel loved

If I Could Fall...

How do you start again, after being hurt? How do you unclench the heart? How do you soften the grip that protects you?

If I Could Fall
by Lenny Kravitz

When I was young
I fell in love
She was a goddess
With a world inside of her mind
When she moved on
Something went wrong
She took my power
And the love I had inside
Now that I found you
I don't know how to

If I could fall
In love again
I'd fall in love with you

If I could change
A grain of sand
Into a pearl, I would

I pray in time
I'll come to find
A way to break through
And save this heart of mine
You've waited long
If you can't hold on
I wouldn't blame you
I don't think I'd be that strong
What am I to do
If I can't have you

If I could fall
In love again
I'd fall in love with you

If I could change
A grain of sand
Into a pearl, I would

You love me so
Even though I don't know
How do you deal
With a man like me

If I could fall
In love again
I'd fall in love with you

If I could change
A grain of sand
Into a pearl, I would
I would, I would, I would

She's Simple

I simply love this song. *I* think its me, but I probably need an outside opinion ;)

(lyrics with a picture of me by Skyler)


Simple
by the Animators

her eyes are too wide for a city girl
but she was downtown born and raised
don't even try to surprise her
but she can be easily amazed
she's seen enough, she oughta be jaded
but she still feels all that she can
and she's clever enough to be all complicated
but she's easy enough to understand

she's simple like a circle
simple like a smile
kisses like a grownup
and loves me like a child
after all this time i been running away
she makes it so, so simple to stay

it's easy to start her laughing
she can't hold anything inside
and it's easy to bring the tears to her eyes
but it's hard to imagine that anyone would try

she's simple like a circle
simple like a smile
kisses like a grownup
and loves me like a child
after all this time i been running away
she makes it so, so simple to stay

and when the light falls on the chrysler building right
she can be glad about it
through the day into the night
well i guess you'd call that simple right?

she's simple like a circle
simple like a smile
kisses like a grownup
and dreams like a child
simple like a love song
simple like a ring
she might get the words wrong but she's gonna sing
she's simple like an ocean
simple like sigh
she'll tell you a story but she can't tell a lie
there's nobody like her
so why would i run away?
she makes it so, so simple to stay.

An Interesting Time in My Life

Yes, I'm thinking of the scene from Fight Club. At the end of the movie, the beginning of the rest of their lives. Standing with hands held together, watching the collapse of structures that hold us all back. Holding breath, wondering if self will collapse in the process. Are we really safe standing here? For now I will stand still, breathe, let it be.

And then I heard this song, and it seemed to fit:

CHANGE A COME
c. 2005 Hyim

Sometimes ya work it in
Sometimes ya work it out
Sometimes ya work it baby
Sometimes it gives ya something to be about

(((Chorus)))
Change a come
That’s all it is
Change a come
In my warm arms and a moving breeze
Change a come
That’s all it is

Singing for the saints and cynics in my head
Laying to rest my need to know
That what I do
Will change the world
Cuz it already has, yeah
It already has

(((Chorus)))

Dreaming of possible outcomes in hopeful hymns
Sometimes ya work it out, sometimes ya work it in
I don’t place all my hope in big hope
But I ballot punch and then I amp my vote
You know, I don’t lay all my hope in big vote
But I ballot punch and then I amp my hope
Rock the boat, and I call the quote, and I sing my note
Fast or slow…always:

(((Chorus)))

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Sunrise, Sunset

A little photograph of the view off my balcony. I absolutely love living here, and this is one the main reasons why. Sunsets are fabulous. And when they fade, there is a valley of twinkling lights below.

Now, why did I have to go ahead and think of that old song from Fiddler on the Roof?? Jeeeeez

I told C. the other day, that the older I get, the more everything reminds me of a song. Soon the only thing coming out of my mouth will be regurgitated song lyrics and movie lines. Not an original thought in the bunch! Okay, well, that's probably an exageration.

Things are evening out, settling down. At first, this was a let down. But now I've settled into the groove of my new life. Actually spent the last couple days resting up, as it seems I've been overdoing it a bit lately.

I have a line on a cello I might buy on Thursday. We shall see!

Please Believe In Me

I love Lenny. This song breaks my heart...



Believe

where's the love we had?
when did it go bad?
or am I just insecure?
I give all I can
baby I'm your man
tell me what we're in this for
remind me

chorus
I can't go on
I know not what to do
my heart is worn
I feel as if I'm through
please believe in me
'cause what I need is for you
to believe in me

countless sleepless nights
never ending fights
I'm trying to make your dreams come true
I will sacrifice
to find paradise
but I need to know that you're
behind me

chorus
I can't go on
I know not what to do
my heart is worn
I feel as if I'm through
please believe in me
'cause what I need is for you
to believe in me